jes.jungle.joy

Speed Up

2011-11-01T03:19:00.001-07:00

first of all. welcome to ME.

dah lama x update blog. because as a point of view from my side, i just thought it was such a waste of time. naah. I'm still not sure for that, for now. :)

tgk balik entry yang dulu, mak aih.. tepuk dahi! mcm unte..

buka je blog, terus baca entry Basha. dapat la juga gelak-gelak (gelak yang sampai ke hati) bila dok baca pasal HISTERIA. fengkukk! ('mangkuk' slang Tamilnadu)

SIGHHHHH~ hembus kuat-kuat. dah lama juga x rasa sesak mcm ni. bukan aku seorang je, semua orang alami benda yang sama.. MASING-MASING SEDANG MENGENAL DIRI DENGAN UJIAN-UJIAN DARIPADA ALLAH.. bila tgk drama, pelakon-pelakon hensem selalu cakap "kan bagus kalau dpt lari jauh.." . motippp! bila kenang balik, ada la sikit rasa mcm tu. bila...BERAPA BYK 'BILA' DER...!

setiap hari aku tenung "Life-Time Goal" dekat meja study ni.

"3RD YEAR PRACTICAL : JAPAN"

memang menunggu je nak fly.

ok.. siapa yang x tahu cerita, meh duduk sini.

asalnya sebelum masuk UKM mmg dah berhasrat nak ke luar, tp sbb x rapat dgn senior-senior lagi masa tu, hasrat terbantut skjp sbb x dgr senior yang buat practical di overseas.

tup tap, dgr Husna Azizul nak ke Japan. haa! apa lagi, naik balik semangat saya..

SAMPAI LAH SKRG..

nak sebut erti jauh diri.

bukan senang ye tak? (kepada sesiapa yang pernah alami)

lagi-lagi tang MEMBER ni.. bak kata Basha (dia lagi), kiri kanan depan blkg.. semua KAWAN..

silap sikit, senang betul nmpk.. kalau x cantik, x pandai, x hensem, susah nak nmpk walaupun celah jari ni haa..

bila kita kena angkat sikit, haaa... mula lah "weyh, Jes lah!"

terasa mcm lompat-lompat bagaikan katak yang Basha nak hantar ke pejabat ptptn tu..

Life is simple guys. Somehow, don't take all matters too seriously. If you feel like your own nature is just like a fussy fat mamma, let it be. Don't take it too seriously.

Avoid arrogance in mind, heart & body.

Be a constant positive.

Lessen your laugh but don't stop making people laugh!

Take everything slowly.

Pray & have faith.

Don't complain on lack.

Stop letting others run your life.

Believe what you ask for in prayer, it will be given you.

Be happy.. because it's healthy.

Risker - be the one!

Be wise.

and that's how I earn from my life. that's how I taught myself to keep struggling with such a light thing that seems so heavy all the time. I'm a student, so urge to be a responsible student. I'll think of my dreams "I WANT TO BECOME A WRITER".. because it makes me happy & motivated.

for the next thing, it's all up to you.. and it's all up to me.

if you don't like the road that you're on now, start paving another..

that's all you can deal with life.. IT'S ABOUT MAKING A CHOICE.

anyhow, I started to care more about myself.

THE END.

Perbualan Aku & Dia

2011-03-16T19:10:00.000-07:00

budaya sentap menyentap pada zaman skrg sgt berleluasa .

ye , mmg hati manusia x kan bergerak kalau x kena sentap dek org .

tapi perlu ke disentap berulang kali x ikut time ?

waah ! ku mau gelak . tapi gelak setan .

perbualan aku & dia . jom kita baca . .

aku : ahad ni ada bengkel ?

dia : ntah . tapi kalau ada , kau dtg tau . aku sorang2 nnt .

aku : kenapa pula kau ckp mcm tu ? yang lain pun kan ada .

dia : ala . dia kan dah beli tiket .

aku : erk ? tiket apa pulak ni ?

dia : tiket balek J****.

apa yang aku mampu bagi tau . aku sentap . kdg2 budaya sentap ni bukan disengajakan pun . org yg tersentap tu yang over . ye dok ? aku x tau nak kata ni persoalan ke apa . tp , hati aku asyik terdetik benda ni :

1. rumah aku dekat je . x pyh beli tiket pun . x pyh keluar duit . x nak pulak dia ikut . 1001 alasan dia bagi aku .

2. aku byk buat salah ke kat dia ? setiap kali aku ajak g mana2 berat betul hati dia nak ikut .

3. bla2 & bla2 . . .

erm . others ? kwn yang aku rapat dulu dah x bertegur . sebab ? aku yang x tegur dulu or dia ? aku yang buat mslh or dia ? buntu di situ ye . Allah saja yang tahu .

girl's problem aite ? mmg terasa annoyed kalau kena keliling dgn org mcm ni , mcm aku . mungkin dkt matrikx belum cukup lagi aku belajar . dulu , aku x pernah nak pegang kata2 daddy yg selalu pesan "friends wont stay always with you , remember that" . slowly , i came to realized . friends is a people that you wont always need everytime . aku belajar . aku x tau apa disebaliknya . apa yang aku tau , aku cuma nak luahkan perasaan di sini sebab aku dah x percaya dekat org dah . maaf .

tapi apa2 pun , aku tetap akan berkomunikasi dgn kamu . x pyh la nak kecil hati ke apa ok . post ni utk proses luahan je . takat sini je . pastu , habis . fullstop . :)

10 Things I Wanted to . . .

2011-03-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

. . . DO during this coming semester break . HAHA ! its not a new stuffs but generally , i'll be CONTINUING on what i had stopped before , i guess lah . :p

1. Novel writing .

2. Doing Arts with my mentor .

3. Music Lessons .

4. Skating .

5. Be a SURVIVOR .

6. Going to be in the AIR . :)

7. Diet !

8. Languages learning .

9. Microsoft Explore .

10. D**** learning .

* p.s : CRAP memos . FOR NOW . :)

Afraid Of Changes?

2011-02-03T20:45:00.000-08:00

Are you afraid of change? Are you afraid of making changes in your life because it might mean that this new way will be expected of you all the time? Are you afraid that you can’t live up to these new expectations?

Moreover, are you afraid of what will happen in this new environment, one in which you may not know what will happen next?

Many people thrive on messy lives and feel more comfortable with chaos than with peace and order, because that is the only way they know. While they may want to change the way they are do things, actually making those changes and getting order to their lives is difficult.

They are used to the safe, familiar environment of rush, mess and chaos.

If you have had enough of this frantic, living in the last minute lifestyle then keep reading. You probably think there is no way you can fix this mess, it’s just too huge a job to tackle all at once.

Relax – the good news is you can change the way you live your life and it won’t hurt. It won’t cause any upheaval because you don’t have to do it all at once. In fact, you shouldn’t try and change everything all at once.

Your life didn’t become this hectic and complicated overnight, so you don’t have to run yourself ragged trying to fix it all in one day.

Have you ever tried to loose a lot of weight all at once? IT didn’t work, right? And I bet you found that if you did lose some weight, a little while later it all came back again – and brought it’s fat little friends too.

The same applies to making changes about how you live your life. Dont’ try to do it all at once. It doesn’t work in the long run.

Take one small step at a time. Just pick one thing, give yourself the chance to take small steps and make small changes. This gives your mind and body the chance to adjust to a new way of doing things. Trying to do it all at once is a sure-fire way to crash and burn, and you’ll wind up in an even bigger mess with a liberal sprinkling of guilt at failure just for good measure.

Giving yourself a chance to get used to each change as it occurs, one at a time, is the best way to make sure these changes stick and become part of your new habit, your new routine for how you live your life.

Pick one thing, and step out boldly with a brave face and you’ll be delighted with the subtle difference that occurs. Gently, gently making positive changes to help you get on top of your struggles wears them down into stress free events.

Once you have one thing sorted and are able to deal with it in a balanced and sane manner, then you can work on the next. Only choose one thing at a time. The rest can wait. You don’t even have to choose the most pressing, annoying issue to deal with first. Make a change to one thing which is not too big.

Very quickly that aspect of your life will be running smoothly, then you can move on to the next, then the next. Always just one small baby step at a time. Never bite off more than you can comfortably spit out.

Once you get a grip on one thing, other things your life will run more smoothly, and then you will feel confident enough to tackle the bigger issues – and you will know how to tackle them by having practised on some smaller issues.

Now that you know how to start to make the changes to straighten out your chaotic life, let’s tackle this issue about expectation.

What are your expectations like? Are they high or low? Are they your expectations of yourself, or the expectations of others around you? Make sure that you have this one sorted.

Are you afraid to change because you don’t think you can keep up the high level of management you imagine having an orderly life to need? Are your standards too high? Do you expect too much of you?

If it’s been a long time since you can remember being organised, do you now think that it is all too much, too hard, and will take too much effort to even begin?

If so, then I you are probably trying to do too much at once. Taking one thing and making one small change is so much easier and less overwhelming than trying to do it all at once.

If you are you afraid that any changes you make will become hard to keep up , and that others will always expect this from you – then think again. Carrying around the perceived expectations of others is a heavy burden, and always an unnecessary one.

Get used to this line of thought when other try and give you their opinions of you: what you think of me is none of my business. Often times what we imagine others are thinking of us is just that – imagination only.

Let go of what others might say and think of you, in every aspect of your life. Realise that nothing you can do can change the way they think, and I would bet that what you imagine others think of you is wildly inaccurate.

Most people are too busy thinking of themselves and their own issues to worry too much about thinking badly of others.

Anyone who is ill-mannered enough to actually let you know what they think of you aren’t worth the time of day. If you have people in your life who give you grief over the way you manage your own personal business, then maybe there is another aspect of your stressful life that needs some attention.

Get a grip on those things that make you frown – relationships and too-full diaries for a start. Free yourself from the stress that comes with the burden of the good opinion of others. It’s not good for your state of mind or your health. Nor does it help you to live you life in the happiest manner possible.

Most of us have already made some attempts to sort our lives, with varying levels of success. We go along for a few weeks with things in good working order, only to find that all too soon, somehow, we loose the plot and it all falls apart, back to the same hectic, over-booked, messy situations we had before.

Think about why you are in this round of success and failure of 2 steps forward and 4 steps back. Are you afraid that you will have nothing to do if everything runs smoothly? Are you afraid that people will think you don’t do much if they see that everything is in order?

Would you feel guilty or be afraid of free time? Have you got a bit of a martyr deal going here, which allows you to complain about how busy you are and how no one helps you?

Are you afraid that being organised and living an orderly life will make you feel that you have no purpose, nothing to work towards?

These are some of the big reasons why many people do not commit to making changes in their lives. We allow ourselves to be sidetracked and cave in at the first glitch, deciding it is all too hard.

When this happens, just stop, and look at what you are doing to yourself. Often you are doing one – or more – of the following: trying to do it all at once, forgetting about the baby steps or letting what you imagine others think of you to bring you down.

One of the hardest things you will ever have to deal with is making changes in your life, and it’s only hard if you try and do it all at once. Stop, step back and do one thing at a time. Get it sorted and settled then move on to the next one thing. Face your problems one at a time and stop hiding from them.

Once you get started, the rest is easy. So start with one easy issue, sort it, celebrate, then move on to the next. Keep your problems on a list, but you don’t have to tackle the hardest stuff first. Choose one that is not too huge, get it done then move on.

Refuse to ignore the hard things. Get a Grip and make a difference to your life.

JS (jiwangs - allow for ages above 20)

2011-01-14T19:48:00.000-08:00

*SCREAM !*

this guy is killing me a lot . but i still remember those days when my mind was tortured a lot by the dilemmas . :)

Allah akan sentiasa campakkan benih-benih dalam perasaan manusia . tu yang kadang-kadang kita rasa overjoy , exasperate , mad , sad , feel funny && all those kind of feelings . and so do LOVE . (dah nak mula dah aku ni) . LOVE will come for those who believes in it . bukan cinta terhadap makhluk Allah sahaja semata-mata tapi cinta kepada-Nya , kekasih-Nya , kitab , syurga , alam , ibubapa , etc .

but somehow , i feel something rare . felt the feeling where you're so sure about it . aku percayakan Nya . Allah x pernah mainkan perasaan manusia .

manusia ni serba serbi clumsy . hati & perasaan x pernah kukuh , senang aje berbolak-balik . im sure semua orang experience this a lot . as for me , memang payah bila Allah campakkan satu perasaan yang memang kita x pernah faham . otak sampai sakit memikirkan . (sambil angguk kepala) . hati resah memanjang . Astaghfirullah . . hilang arah kadang-kadang . && macam-macam lagi .

i just wanna share my feel experience . ingat lagi , masa tu 2hb Nov 2010 . i've started to feel something strange . i-sanginde . on that day , aku mula rasa resah memanjang . mmg asyik fikir pasal dia && hati aku yang aku x faham ni . menangis kadang-kadang . uplifted tiba-tiba . kejap lagi lepas tu overjoyed . after then , sedih . mood memang down . maeil , jeongmal . aku hilang arah . kapasiti otak sampai x ada ruang langsung utk mak ayah aku . terasa sgt berdosa . bila mengenang diri mcm ni , aku terasa nak meraung sekuat hati . terasa je tapi memang x terkeluar pun . time tu , memang terasa erti "x ada sebab utk hidup" . chronic kan ?

aku kuatkan hati utk balik ke pangkal jalan . aku dah byk lupa tanggungjawab aku . aku dah mula terfikir balik yang betapa terbuangnya masa aku dengan benda yang belum pasti mcm ni . seksa dekat hati ni Allah je lah yang tau . meraung hendak dibuatnya . tp Allah biarkan aku pendam dalam hati . raungan tu x ada siapa yang dengar . after then , lepas aku buat mcm-mcm utk ubah pendirian aku , alhamdulillah . . ada jalan utk aku tp nak sacrifice tu , nak berjuang dgn diri sendiri tu sgt lah perit rasanya .

do you what guys ? aku belajar byk benda . BYK benda . Allah sangat Agong . sgt Penyayang . hati memang rebah bila aku realized semua ni . masa kita tgh hadapi benda tu , mmg hati akan selalu bisik "Allah tgh uji kau" @ "Allah sygkan kau" @ "ada hikmahnya" . tapi once you had face it by your own , kau akan rasa kehebatan Allah yang sebenar-benarnya .

apa yang aku belajar ? aku dah kenal siapa aku . :) aku dah makin faham dengan kerenah hati aku . && i know how to gain strength , so far . aku belajar cara sebetul-betulya REDA . aku belajar apa sebenarnya erti SUCI dalam cinta . aku belajar kawal nafsu serakah yang sentiasa tamak akan sesuatu . aku belajar berfikir dgn rasional . aku belajar nak cinta Allah , Rasul , && mak ayah aku . && aku belajar utk x menahan air mata drpd keluar .

perasaan ini benar . aku x pernah seyakin ini sebab aku yakin dengan apa yang DIA campakkan dalam hati aku . selagi aku diberi hidayah , insya Allah selagi tu aku x akan sesat . hati mana x sebak kan ? sampai skrg mmg ada rasa mcm tu tp aku dapat kawal dah . :) syukur . .

minta disatukan hati , didekatkan hati . dengan hati yang lemah Ya Rabb , aku mencintainya ya Allah . aku mencintainya .
* tears drop .

The Problem Of Attitude

2011-01-12T03:32:00.000-08:00

kadang-kadang manusia x pernah sedar akan diri sendiri . apa yang mereka tahu , di mata mereka , semua yang mereka nampak semuanya serba x kena . hidup ni sentiasa je adil . manusia yang buatnya jadi x adil di mata masing-masing .

bukan gara-gara aku belajar HUBUNGAN ETNIK , tapi apa yang aku nak luahkan hari ni untuk renungan aku sendiri juga . erm . example la okie . cuba tengok kawan-kawan korang . jangan nak tipu kalau apa yang ada kat kawan korang tu elok di mata serba serbi . maksud aku 'elok di mata' tu bukan nak sebut tang aurat ke apa , tapi the main point - ATTITUDE .

like me , ada je kawan yang buat aku menangis , guilty , marah , ketawa sampai x ingat mana kaki mana tangan segala bagai . seronok ada memories mcm tu dengan members . konon nak recall balik bila terjumpa kat shopping mall dengan anak bini , gelak gelak kat kedai mamak sambil bercerita . tapi bila tang tersentap , kepala otak pun geliga fikir yang x elok . member macam haram lah , x kenang budi lah , nak touching x tentu pasal lah . hmm . im not saying all these on behalf of anybody else tapi diri sendiri .

i just keep this one thing in my mind - every single thing that happen , we shouldn't blame the other party nor the situation . just SEE YOURSELF . yourself . :)

have a time to think guys . coz for me , the more you're stepping into this world , the more you'll know who you are , what are you , where are you form && what you deserve .

HIBERNATE or SHUT DOWN ?

2011-01-10T04:08:00.000-08:00

bila data dah transfer dari RAM ke ROM , memang dah x boleh nak buat apa lah . melekat dah agaknya . ingatan jangka masa panjang @ KMK . delete delete !

inhale ~ exhale ~ .
* tersenyum .
tak banyak yg berubah dekat blog ni ya . interface , environment still the same . macam blog aku . hari ni tajuk tu , bulan depan pun sama juga . x updated . HHOHO . :p

current music playing - SARANGEUN HIMDEUN GABWA (love is difficult)

pfft ! what the heck is that kan ?? tiba-tiba nak dengar lagu mcm ni . try la dengar . HAHA . bunyi base dia best . first time dgr agak catchy lah . tapi mcm semua lagu juga , selalu dgr , nak hayun kepala pun dah x terhayun dah .

* jap , aku nak repeat lagu ni biar kasi muntah . :p

okie done .

nak cerita pasal Herbalife . bukan nak promote eh . nak share yang aku excited nak try . bila dah ramai kata "OK" , mmg x pandang kiri kanan lah kan . penat aku jog hari-hari . bukan sebab x larat nak angkut badan ni haa (selama-lamanya akan mengelak) , tp muscle dah swollen . terasa mcm kendung anak kambing kat blkg badan sambil lari . UNTE .

lepas matriks dulu , alhamdulillah lah , berjaya kuruskan badan sikit . sebulan lebih woo x makan nasi ! *mcm hebat kan bunyinya ?*

nak tahan nafsu tu punya la kuat . sekali hari tu time on diet , pergi rumah kawan mami on Deepavali . dihidangnya nasi segala bagai . bila patty suruh makan , mak aku pula pergi buka mulut cakap aku diet . tak pasal pasal kena lepuk ! bila dah kena lepuk tu , sah sah kena makan nasi semua tu kan ? dgn tangan yang longlainya , aku cedok lah satu senduk nasi . kena LEPUK LAGI ! adoi . asyik kena lepuk je , mau aku lari x nak makan nasi kau , patty . HAHA .

mula lah upacara nak makan . ngap ~ mata aku terbeliak . adik aku tanya "kau kenapa kak ? tercekik ke ?" . aku geleng . "ni nasi ke ? apasal sedap sangat ?" . balasan x makan nasi sebulan . ni lah yang jadi . hajat nak mkn setengah pinggan nasi je (pinggan kecil okie !) . tup tap aku bedal 3 kali lauk patty tu . HAHA . air kat tepi mmg x pandang dah . otak aku ada "NASI" jah .

skrg , bila dah masuk U ni , terasa badan chubby sikit . susah hati juga la kan . pergi tandas , dgr orang cerita psl Herbalife . sidai kain , dgr gak . masuk class , ada gak . lemas lah aku ! nak sgt aku beli agaknya . mmg aku dah order dah . ESOK SAMPAI . puas hati ? HAHA .

tunggu lah resultya mcm mana . nak seribu daya , x nak berjuta-juta dalih . biasa lah tu , MANUSIA .

* motif sebenar tajuk ? renung-renungkan lah . :D

Recent ME

2010-11-26T01:41:00.000-08:00

recently , i found that "ada baiknya tulis blog ni" . well , its a new beginning for me . lets see then . :)

rain drops smoothen my soul right away . its kind of cool now but as long as i can enjoy the weather , i would give my big smile to the sky . HAHA .

these holidays makes this girl think a lot . what was it all about ? hmm . EVERYTHING you see . i guess kak laela was right . "bila umur dah nak masuk 20 ni , mmg jes akan alami satu tahap dimana jes akan bertukar nak jadi seorang yg dewasa" . oh really ? sounds funny for me but for real , its happening now . hotokarago ?

life as a Uni students is not a playful games . the kind of efforts is not what you all think about . this is where i learn a lot to listen up to my INNER VOICE . i may regret or thankful for what i've done before with these voices in my head , but guess what ? it helps me a lot , ALL of them . try to listen up for it at the side of JOY && PRACTICAL . well , it seems like different from others thought but yeah , you should've try once , just once && see how it goes like .

my eyes keep sneefing around , learning something from the surrounding that you could never notice with your 'bare eyes' . sometimes , tears dropped for the moment . or chuckle all alone . am i nuts ? people make me nuts . oh yeah , thats for real ok ! what an attitude . sigh ~

do you know what ? i keep comforting myself from burdens . i've family && friends . i just can ask for their hands aite ? somehow , i realized , im not that kind . once , it was happened when i really craved for my beloved besties words . but people cried for me . i couldnt help myself to see that happened . thats why 'I KEEP COMFORTING MYSELF' from now on . but my father keep repeating , "don't act like you can handle everything in one shot by yourself . that's humans all about" . well , i try to change my style then . :)

think of something to do where you never done it before ? have a try . risk your self . LIFE should be that fun . ^_^

kata kata ? tiada .

2010-11-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

pernah sekali tu aku tengok sorang member ni suka sgt update blog dia.
aku terfikir gak . mcm mne lah dia boleh rajin sampai mcm tu . aku ni nama je ada blog segala bagai . tp x selalu update pun .

you know what ? one time i feel that bloggin is a waste of time . but sometimes , i feel i need it for much . tp in the mean time rasa mcm tu , x tergerak gak tangan tu nak on lappy . coz i thought that whenever i express everything in my blog , nothing wouldn't be change . arhm , people's perception aite ? well , that's mine .

but this time , i found that it might helps me a lot quite sometime . finding for people who could really bear to hear you isn't that easy . that's the use of this web page for a thousands of reasons . well , i see it for now . but technically , im not goin to rely fully on this page for my personal storyline ok dude . ^_^

hurm . where should i start ? still , there's a lot of matter i would like to jot down here . but how can it be ? life is like a UNIVERSE space . cett ! merapu lagi . bila nak start cerita ni ? HOHO !

**** after 10 mins . .

nothing to say la . nanti2 lah blogging . sigh ~

Menangis . .

2010-10-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

pertama kali dlm hati aku , aku terasa perit .

rasa nak menangis bila dengar kwn aku sgt menyesal dgn apa yg dia terima skrg .

aku nak menangis .

tapi aku dekat bilik kau skrg .

tak mampu aku nak tunjukkan air mata aku .

nak ikutkan hati ,

memang aku nak kau tahu betapa sedihnya aku bila kau cakap mcm tu .

kau degil .

memang betul apa yg aku nampak selama ni dlm diri kau .

tp kau x pernah putus asa dlm melakukan sesuatu .

dari situ lah aku faham erti STEP UP dlm hidup sedikit demi sedikit bila hidup berasrama .

perlukah aku menangis utk kau , afiqah ?

perlu . sebab aku sedang menangis skrg tanpa kau lihat .

sekarang .

AICT - Program Magnet Diri

2010-10-09T17:54:00.000-07:00

tepat 7.30 a.m aku dgn afiqah dah gerak nak pergi bengkel .
jalan punya jalan , teringat pulak duit belum keluarkan lagi .
ADEH !
cabut pergi ATM jap .
*sigh .
(baru ada duit nak bayar . tak pasal-pasal nanti AKU yg kena bagi ceramah . cett !)

aku : fiqah , ada bengkel ke tak ni ? sunyi je .
fiqah : tu lah aku cakap datang lambat sikit . kau nak dtg awal juga .
aku : nama pun bengkel KEPIMPINAN . skrg ni lah latih ikut time .
fiqah : erk ? SKRG je lah eh ?
aku : aku dari dulu dah buat . wekk !

jalan lah pergi cafe , port biasa kalau ada apa-apa meet up kat fac .
terserempak dgn sorang member PERTAMA .

aku : kita org 2 org je ke yang dgr ceramah nnt ?
jejaka : *senyum* & *angguk*

pfft !! mengapakah ?? haha .
memandangkan kami org pertama yang sampai dulu ,
sorang lagi member PERTAMA panggil .

aku : fiqah , xpe lah . abg tu dah suruh kita duduk dulu . jom .
fiqah : haa jom jom .

bila dah duduk tu ...

aku : kalau aku jadi PERTAMA ni , memang aku announce dkt msg semalam "siapa datang
awal akan dilantik menjadi YDP & NYDP utk tahun depan" .
fiqah : WAKAKAKAKAA ! haa elok la tu . memang habis FTSM ni kau pegang .

belum sempat nak gelak , dah nampak batang hidung Basha , Izyan , Kak Naima dll .
lepas kak Naima duduk , kami terus bayar RM10 kat dia then bla masuk dewan .

lepas sejam menunggu , (ADOI ! kata pukul 8.00 a.m start)
akhirnya , sampai jugak Encik Amin Idris , motivator hari tuh .

fiqah : aku kalau bengkel macam ni memang pejam lah mata aku ni .
aku : *mampu tersenyum saje*

punya la bla bla & bla bla ,
dah 2 hours dah kita org kat dalam tu .

aku : kau kata nak tertidur lah segala bagai tadi kalau nak dgr ceramah mcm ni . tak ada pun aku tengok .
fiqah : mcm mana aku nak tidur sampai menangis kau dibuatnya sebab gelak ? BEST la weyh !!
aku : *mampu TERSENGIH*

nak di pendekkan cerita , semua org berpuas hati lah dengan bengkel tadi . En. Amin mmg best . loyar buruk yang memang ada kaitan dengan msg yg nak disampaikan oleh beliau . tak kering gusi dibuatnya .

lepas dah sampai bilik & mandi & wut so ever , terus on lappy .
on FB . pergh !! apahal almost semua member PERTAMA online ni ? haha ! penangan dek
bengkel tadi , semua tgh nantikan gambar gambar yg akan diuploadkan oleh sesiapa saje yg ada captured . aku pun apa lagi , sibok betul lah dok upload gambar . penyakit biasa lepas pergi program . ni lah KAMI . hoho !

what ever it is , i found many things besides of his words . nak state ? tak mau lah . banyak . nak senang cerita , pergi beli buku En. Amin ni .

MAGNET DIRI Cipta Pengaruh Luar Biasa & Berjaya.
or layari
www.Amin Idris.com

have a nice view !! :D

dingin . . peduli apa aku !!

2010-09-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

yeay yeay !
nak raya dah .
ahahaa .
but confirmly sedih coz bulan ramadan dah nak habis .

title post ni memang mcm apa ntah .
motif : kat luar sekarang tengah hujan . at the same time ,
baju baju saya yg baru disental ,
dicepuk && dibilass itu selamat dimandikan dgn
jayanya oleh si hujan . woot woot ! tu
yang timbul "peduli apa aku" . kan ntah apa-apa
namanya .

esok last mid-sem exam before raya .
hoping for the best .
tengok member member TR aku semua dok online kat fb .
still on going for their Maths la kot .
huu .
goodie goodiee ! :D

yang kau pula kenapa jes ?
tiba jah dok menatap blog .
hmm .
lepaskan lelah jap lepas bertapa tadi .
(^_^)
lepas ni exercises sikit .
tak mau tidur ka jes ?
alahai , tak apa la . sehari je nak balik . ambil mood malam kat campus ni . tenang ~

esok exam . pastu , 'huhahuha' dgn farhah && afiqah . then , packing and siap berlepas ke rumah !!
kalau la aku diberi peluang utk balik rumah sendiri .
tup tap je tadi daddy cakap mami tak sihat .
dah berapa hari dah mami kena attack Asthma .
terbatuk sini , termengah sana .
bila daddy hand in hp dekat mami , mula la aku kerut dahi bila dengar samar-samar batuk asthma mami tu .
hmm .
mak kan . dibantah macam mana pun , she's still goina fetch me tomorrow after Zohor . :)
tak apa la , mami .
yang penting , lepas sampai esok , IM the one who's goina drive home .
okie ?? (^_^)
x kira la aku x tidur satu malam ni .

uaargh !
dah pukul 2.41 a.m .
hmm . nak sahur la . x mau terlepas pahala sahur macam semalam .
room mate kejut , boleh aku ckp "alahai kak . liatnya saya nak bangun . macam mana ni?"
then , terus tidur balik . (gara-gara tidur pukul 4 a.m , macam tu la jadinya)
cett !! ahahahaa .

lalala ~
ada apa ye ?
hmm .
haa , ok . cantek !
:D

percaya lah , semua orang memang tidak layak dimaafkan . .

2010-08-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

Am I ?

2010-08-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

waah !
menitis air mata saya ?
mengapa ?
ramai jah yang pergi jauh tapi untuk dia ni pula air mata menitis tanpa sengaja .
bkn CINTA ok !
sick of it for now .

boleh iktiraf dia sbg member ke ?
Farhah ckp member diiktiraf bila kita gather sama-sama and share story .
but dia ni tak pernak jumpa pun .
tup tap je dapat tahu dia nak pergi Jepun tahun depan .
waaahaahaa !
kenapa sedih ni ?
erm .
tak tahu .
Ya Allah , tolong la hamba ya .
kenapa hamba rasa macam ni ? (^_^)

memang hati aku sentiasa sedih dari minggu lepas .
reason ?
i can't give any one of them cause i don't even know why . :)
so many things happen in this 2 months due .

having a friends , a good , 'brand new' one is much funner than having a breakfirst with a plain water with mosquito in it !
yeah , no doubt for that .

my friends out there , im appreciating you guys so much ,
silently . .
thank you .

How difficult is that ?

2010-08-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

one friend of mine once told me that ,
when someone who's going to reach 20 ,
you'll change yourself into an ADULT , really an adult .
i wonder how it feels like .
lets see then .
cause im going to reach on that behalf age .

i would like to have a long story for this current post , hoping to release everything that keeps bugging in my head , round & round . but i would to make it short .
simple as that .

in now moment , im only prefer in doing these :
1. never miss any classes in the campus.
2. trying to be different in looking people.
3. waiting for someone to say "Jes is DAMN arrogant !".
4. mahu sentiasa khusyuk SETIAP masa during performing my pray.
5. don't wanna do any mistakes on viewing somone's expression , especially the idiots !
6. would like to pick the correct guy for the title LOVE .
7 be the best student in faculty & beloved UKM.
8. gaining experiences in many kinds of path.
9. nak suami orang Korea with a baby face macam Jang Geun Seok. (Google-it for more info :p)
10. hoping to last this "jiwa kacau" feelings.
11. kurang ketawa !
12. wanna love storyline similarly from You're Beautiful Korean movie.
13. i love stars !

i like ! :D
jes , have a wonderful life .
for those out there , your pray are part of my strength .
(^_^)

JES just start a life . .

2010-08-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

simple brief on what im currently doing now..

WOW !
it's been a year i don't even update my blog.
well , it's just started now . :)

Nama : Jasmin bt. Mohd Arif Kulasegaran.
No. Matrix : A13****
Kolej : Pendeta Za'ba.
Pusat Pengajian : UKMalaysia.
Fakulti : Teknologi & Sains Maklumat.
Jurusan : Komputeran Industri.

This is what im doing now , for fix , yeah of course .
Being for only a month could make my self obey with many situations while facing it in low self-esteem .
Oh yeah ? Haha . Guess so .

Hhuhh .
What else ?
This's only a warm-up post .
Welcome to the BLOGGER , jes ! Have FUN ~ :D

2009-07-29T01:02:00.000-07:00

Celebrating Moment

2009-04-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

*wanna make an order pun shy. hoi hoi. time eating tak ada plak segan aku tengok. agagaga. :D

*you see that. saiful, takkan semua roti tu kau nak bedal? Untuk aku, din & uk tak ada? wakaka.

*walaupun segan tp din masih berdaya nak possed depan camera aku. ahaha. ;D

*uk. ummi khalyisah lah senang. ratu segala pizza hut. mmuahaha!

Mimi,
thanks for the threat for my birthday, saiful & din.
Tired came from Shah Alam just because of our special day.
Appriciate it, dear. :)

Final ! :D

2009-04-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

JPJ test ! Wahaha.
The day scared me. Tuhan sahaja lah yang tahu betapa cuaknya kami.
Pukul 7.00 a.m aku dah prepared dah.
Kata Uncle Raman nak fetch aku.
Pfftt. 7.30 a.m baru muncul.

We went straight to the office.
Shahirah-ku sayang, Kak Nadia, Ayu, Ana dll dah waiting dekat luar office but office still not open yet.
Early morning Ira sent me a message, telling that no one at the office.
Haiyaa. Mana pergi Kak Priya ni?
Ahah! Sampai juga. Hehe.
Then, we prepared our selves dengan all the stuffs for our test.
Here we go! ;p

Blabla & blabla.
Things happened scarily.
Ouch! 15 & 97 were been said out loud for the track moment.
Shahirah dah hugged me tidely.
Aiyaa this girl! She made me became more scary when the moment I tried my hard to cool down.
Agaga. Muka slumber je aku time tu.
Padahal . . . huh!
Past gak kita orang. Agaga. :D

Tuptaptuptap.
On the road time pula.
The most sickening moment ever.

*look at them. till no place to rest themselves on the chair for their not-so-tired moment. :)
hell no!

*puven & poo. masing-masing muka fed up. puven, don't mad at me for this pic ok. ;p

Raining after then.
Heavy rain.
Running under this nature with Puven to the canteen.
Waiting for someone to fetch us.
Ganesh asked me to went back with him.
Hell no!
The best moment I've.
With my beloved friends.
Ganesh.
Kena juga kau akhirnya! Haha.
Satisfied.
Happy.
Passed.
That's all happened. :)

Question Mark

2009-04-11T01:36:00.000-07:00

Pfftt.
Each & every person dah rasa nak tercabut jantung.
Why lah this such things happened?
Nak ambil test macam nak amek SPM like those days.
Shahirah dah asyik menunjuk muka gerunnya for tomorrow.
Hey hey! Jes yang tengok ni lagi lah gerun seyh. Haha.

Tak pernah-pernah I felt a bit weird on what Uncle Raman did on that day.
We made LAWATAN SAMBIL BELAJAR dalam track.
Aiyoo, uncle.
We don't mind lah kan did those things but the problem is
kita orang blocking people.
Lagi-lagi uncle dengan slumbernya brought us dekat atas bukit tu.
Orang yang dekat bawah dah step speed pedal nak jalan.
Haiyaa.

*Masing-masing muka kebulur. Haha.

Penat menunggu Uncle Raman.
Menghilangkan diri pula.
Perut-ku dah berkeroncong dah.

Jes : Shahirah, jom gi kantin. Lapar larh.
Ira : Jom. Pagi tadi dah lah tak makan apa-apa.
Jes : Ayu, Ana. Nak ikut tak?
Ana : Boleh juga. Lapar gila dah ni. Uncle pun ntah dekat mana.

As usual,
Me & Ira bought a bun .
NyamNyamNyam. Hehe.
Cukup lah tu.
Yang tak tahannya si Ayu ni.
Lepas makan nasi goreng, terus melalut ntah apa.
Ana cakap lain, dia dengar lain.
"Ko makan pe sampai aku ckp pun kau tak dengar?"
Haha.

*tengok ayu tu (pink scarf) . boleh pula menahan ketawa when the moment I wanted to snapped their pics.
tembam pula jes tengok, ayu. :D
ana . khusyuk betul makan. lapar habis . :p

Tunggu je lah esok, pals.
Semua problems y'all will totally forgot just because of this test.
Good luck! :)

What Would It Be For 7th Apr ?

2009-04-09T03:53:00.001-07:00

Your Animal is the Bear

You are courageous and a even bit primal. You're aggressive when it comes to getting what you want.
And when it comes to defending your family, you won't back down... ever!

You have good instincts, and you always know what you should do. You're a natural protector and warrior.
You are also quite playful and adventurous. You love to wander. You have a lot of energy to burn!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourcelticanimalquiz/

A Day To Remember

2009-04-07T03:08:00.000-07:00

7th Apr 2009 .
Im 18th years old at this coming 4.16 p.m.
Cool yaw . Hehe.
Even jes often sangat celebrated my birthday party but today,
tak payah lah, jes.
Kau dah old dah. Hehe.
Pity mami.
Mami prefer to prepare everything by her own rather than cathering.
Selama ni mami yang selalu buat alone. Cooking and all that.
Me? Nak tolong taw but she said this...

"No need lah, jes. Kau pergi sana. Pergi siap."

Angin juga sometimes. Kita nak help but...nevermind.
Hehe.
Yesterday, I did online for a moment.
Tak boleh tidur pula.
Nervous cos can't wait for my birthday?
Absolutely not. Hehe.
Really, I can't close my eyes. Eisyh. Tutup tu boleh tutup.
Menipu lah kalau aku kata tak boleh nak tutup but I can't sleep.
Tagged, Friendster, Myspace, YM etc.
Semua aku buka.
Just Facebook je tak.

Chatting lah sekejap dengan member.
Sharp 12.00 a.m. It's the day.
I really couldn't expect that my friends, my besties especially wished me.
Ouh, sumpah aku ingat kau orang lupa and dah nyenyak tidur.
Saiful, thanks weyh cos sanggup tunggu sampai 12.00 a.m baru kau pergi tidur.
11th Apr nanti kau pula eyh. Hehe.

Hurm.
Today, I went for my driving class as usual.
Thursday nak test. So, nak 'struggle' lah konon en.
Mak ai. Selalu bila time aku pergi driving tak ada lah raining such this heavy.
But today, rain cats and dogs. Bukan cats and dogs dah.
Like gajah and kerbau. Or like Ganesh and his father.
Wakaka. Sorry Ganesh but that's facts. Agaga.
Kidding. Mati aku kena hempap kau nanti.
Walaupun kau selalu kutuk aku, called me 'kambing', 'bisu', 'monyet',
I don't mind. Asalkan kau tahu birthday aku tadi. Kira bonus untuk kau aku tutup mulut hari ni. Haha.

Sampai je, Uncle Raman start buka mulut.

Uncle Raman : Ghani, lu taw tak apasal ari ni hujan banyak lebat?
Pak Cik Ghani : (smile) Ntah lah.
Uncle Raman : Sebab ini ari saya punya hari jadi.

UNCLE ! Haha.
He looked at me. Slack betul sambil tersenyum.
I'm happy with it actually.
Alahai, habis kepoh satu driving track tu.

Blabla and blabla.
Things happen quite fast.
Pooven. Ahaks.
He can't remember my birthday.
Sad betul tadi taw. Hehe.
When the moment he wanted to write his name in the attendance,
dia pergi beliakkan mata kat jes.
"Omg, jes! May God bless you and have a good fortune! I'll burn hindi songs for you as a gift nanti."

Pooven! Thanks a lot. Minat bangat sama Hindi. Memahami betul.
Hehe.

Ganesh time! Sumpah aku paling seram. Wakaka.
He just tested a few people on the road.
Then he came near me.
I sat kat big pondok nearby dengan bike section.
Ntah apa dia buat dekat belakang aku sampaikan orang dekat sana semua laughing at me.
Kan baik je aku duduk senyap-senyap.
Suddenly, he started!
Ganesh : Aku dengar berita baru tadi.
Pooven : Apa?
Ganesh : Hari ni hari jadi ada satu monyet dekat sini. Siap buat invitation card.
*Woi! Bila masa aku buat invitation card ni?!
Me : Boleh tak satu hari mulut tu senyap sampai ke malam?
Ganesh : Yang kau terasa apasal? (evil smile)
*Habis tu kalau bukan aku, siapa lagi kan.
Ganesh : Huh. Siap buat kek pisang.
* Woi! Jangan lah buat aku menangis. Aku tahu lah kau cakap aku monyet. Janganlah sampai ke cake pun kau tarak aku dengan cake pisang. Waaa! Haha.

Tak boleh nak crying pula. Walaupun they made me heartache but I'm fun with it. Hehe.
Urm . Kalau boleh, all things that happened today I'll love to summerize.
Maybe on the next update. :)

TO ;

My big families, Kamal, Mami, Daddy, Baby, Harris, Saiful, Nana, Ziana, Khairul, Mimi, Tyra, Panjang, Iwan, Faez, Nanny Nolin, Shahirah, Aini, Subhadra, Arshan, Jun, Mira, Syaq, Anis, Ayu, Farhana, Pooven, Ganesh, Uncle Raman and the gang, Tagged & Myspace members, Curious, Nick, Apek, Acap and so so so the others...

Thanks for the nice tagged, cool wishes, great gift, happening period, fantastic call,
sweetest moment guys !
You made me cried. ;D

Over It

2009-04-02T01:47:00.001-07:00

What can I say for now moment eyh ?
Here we are. Hehe .
If everyday I'm bein' currently active with this blog, trust me that 1 day will definitely full of adventures that happened in my life. Hehe.
And tired too !
Mana tak nya, sakit jari jemari ku nak menaip all that stuff.
It's too much for me. :)

As usual, I went for my driving class.
Kind of late. Hehe .
Nana ! Beshnya you dah boleh drive your own car !
Kekeke.

9th Apr will be the judgement day. Ahaks.
2 days after my birthday. It's damn terrible for me actually.
Do you know why?
Cos I've to face that BOTAK who often called me 'kambing' and 'bisu'.
Wth ! Agaga. Who else? Ganesh meyh. ;P
Not only Ganesh, baik Uncle Raman, Uncle Dhorai, Pooven and who else eyh? Senang cerita, people in that place keep disturbing me. Aiyaa. Na, I nie ada muka apa sampai semua orang suka sakat I?
Isk isk. +_+

Drive punya drive, this throat pula felt thirst.
Aisay. Mana air aku ni? Ahaks. Padan muka kau, jes.
Botol air pun lupa nak bawa.
Pocket? Jap. Haa ! Got money. Hehe.
"Shahirah, jom gi sana jap. Nak beli air,"
Nasib baik Shahirah keep being with me taw.
If not, mati aku kena lenyek dek orang-orang dekat sana. Haha.

Nasib baik lah Zakaria and his younger bro tu ok sikit.
Sikit-sikit je kacaunya.
Kalau tak, cancel lah alamatnya aku nak ambil test.
Wakaka. Ntah apa-apa ntah aku.

Gedebak gedebuk, it's time for me to drive on the road.
Im waiting for Uncle Raman but that MONKEY asked me to get a ride with him.
What can I do? Have to.
Ikut je lah.
I get in. Did all the steps.
"Aik, apasal mamat ni senyap je?" I turned and looked at him.
Why I didn't realized?
Mangkuk betul. Nak test orang tapi dia tidur!
Tak ke bangang tu. Haisyh.
I just simply pressed the speed pedal.
Haa ! Baru bangun.
"Hah, jalan. Pergi Morib," "Hari tu dah dengan Uncle Raman. Hari ni Uncle kata nak bawa pergi kem sana," "Kau belum pergi sana lagi ke?"
Ai. Lupa ke mamat ni? Dia yang bawa aku hari tu.
Tu lah, bila orang panggil kau Uncle, abang, kau marah.
Belagak muda en.

On the way back, I'm having a problem. Hehe.
Not this big or that big but I'm nearly wanted to bang a car near Tongkah.
Tahu-tahu je lah dekat sana.
Time aku drive bukan main crowded pula.
Out of sudden, that car suddenly came out from a junction very fast without signals or what so ever.
I can't do anything actually on that time.
On the side road, cars n lorrys keep passing by.
Kalau stop, habis lah belakang car tu aku belasahnya.
Cos the spaces between the car that I drived with that car was totally near.
Hell near. Tekan break sampai break patah pun still will goin' to bang that car.
Aisay. Si Ganesh ni terhantuk-hantuk menahan mengantuk.
Woi ! Tolong la aku !

What did I do,
out of my mind I made a simple drift and cut ma lane and get over from that car and at the same time I'm panic cos there's a big lorry in front of me which was 3 metres away.
Ahaks. Luckily I passed by.
Ganesh terus sedar daripada dunia tidur dia.
Serves him right. Haha.
"Aku tak tahu pula kambing ni pandai bawa kereta. Mana kau belajar?"
Grrr ! Ikutkan hati aku ni nak je campak dia dekat luar.
Nasib baik lah kau cikgu aku. Nahas juga aku kerjakan.

What can I say for more?
There's a lot of things happening to me.
Walau apa pun, cepat lah dapat P !

* Err, hello. Is there a programme that could store my life story for every single subjects? ;)

Macam-Macam

2009-03-25T08:43:00.001-07:00

Hurm...
On Saturday.
Im online as usual. Hehe.

And like always,
i won't check my messages first but
who's online in my friends list.
Agaga.
Saiful ! Haisyh.
Asal aku online, kau pun online.
Macam tahu-tahu je kau ni.

Comment punya comment,
suddenly this matter crossed in my mind.

"Saiful, jom jog monday mornin'"
"Urm. Ok juga"

Ahah.
Great ! Aku nak released tension ni.
Kau tengah tension, aku pun tengah tension.
So,elok sangat la tu kan. :D

Erm.
So, I went for a jog as we made our promised.

"Adeh, mana saiful ni? Kata pukul 7.30 a.m"

Huh !
Kau ni memang la saiful.
Ggzzz.
My cellphone vibrated.
1 message.
"alaa, jangan la tak jadi pula" had crossed in my head.
But I was wrong. Haha.
"Jes, tunggu taw. Aku lambat cket,"
Be greatful tahu tak saiful.
Kalau tak, memang dah kena dengan aku.

Dah masuk 3 round aku jog.
Batang hidung kau pun tak nampak saiful.
Mana kau ni?
I heard someone running upon me.
Became nearer and nearer.
I don't have any idea on why suddenly I get afraid with that steps.

"Oit !"
"Haisyh ! Tak boleh bagi salam dulu ke? Kang kena heart attack pula aku. Kau larat angkat ke?"
"Haha. Sorry la lambat. Aku tak nampak kau. Aku dah pusing berapa round dah tadi."
"Ye ke? Aku dah 3 round. Amacam boleh jadi tak nampak aku?"
"Mana taknya. Kau tak pakai tudung. Susah nak cam. Nasib baik this pink sports jacket aku kenal tahu."
"Urm. Yelah."

Best la cos dapat released our tenses.
Aku biul, kau pun ikut biul.

"Jes, kau bila nak top up?"
"Aik. Awat semacam je kau ni? Nanti-nanti la aku top up. Busy cket lah. Urm. Asal kau ni?
"Hurm, tak ada lah. Aku tension la pasal dia."

*Huusshhh ! Private conversation. Hehe.

Ouh.
It's nearly 8.30 a.m.
Ah. My cellphone rang.
Mummy's call. "Ok. Dah nak balik dah ni. On the way."

I went home sharp at 8.40 a.m.
Ouh gosh. I felt damn weak.
Asal pula ni?
Sah-sah nak kena demam.
Aisay. Ni kes berjangkit dengan saiful
lah ni.
I lay down on the sofa, looking at the
moving ceiling fan.
Im keep thinking this sentences.
Keep bugging me since the moment I took this 'IMPLEMENT' !

"Jes, kau pergi la lari."
"Nanti la. Aku dah lah ada asthma. Tak boleh selalu running. Asal kau ni, paksa-paksa aku pula."
"Hurm. Kau dah berisi lah jes."

Bertuah punya budak ! Orang kata aku dah susut, kau pula backfired. Dah mad (maklum lah, tak boleh terima), baru kata aku dah kurus sebenarnya. Hai. Apa-apa je lah kau, saiful. Macam-macam.

What A Horrible Day !

2009-03-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

I went to Education Fair in KLCC yesterday.
Huh.
Memang best but I hate when the moment I wanted to go home.
What a fish ! Haha.

As usual,
bangun pagi la pun.
That fair will started at 12 p.m.
Adeh. Aku ACCIDENTLY woke up late.
Lepas solat subuh je, I straight away went back to my HEAVEN ON EARTH !
Haha.
Cadang nak woke up at 8 a.m balik but this eyes plak tercelik at 10 a.m !
Im late. Dah la siap berapa jam.
So, rush hour time la kan.

Daddy dropped me and mummy kat car park.
Walaupun my watch showed nearly at 1 p.m but....aku dah sampai dah pun.

Blabla and blabla,
biasa lah.
Perut nak diisi. Ntah concert apa dah dekat dalam my stomach.
So, I went to a backery shop and bought some buns, not some but
MANY of them !
Maklum lah, tengah kebulur tahap DEWA.
Nyam-nyam punya nyam-nyam,
we went back to the fair.

Huh.
It's almost 6 p.m.
Fair pun dah nak habis but I saw people keep coming in but not coming out on that hour.
Tengah malam baru habis lah alamatnya.

On that time,
I just thought that better I went back dengan mummy by train.
Kalau nak suruh daddy fetch us dekat KLCC on this hour, tak balik aku.
So, we walked to the station and...WHAT THE HELL !
Nak beli ticket macam nak beli sayur borong dekat night market.
Cis ! Today was Sunday, no wonder lah.
Hurm. What to do?
Nak beli pakai machine,macam-macam kerenah.
Money stuck lah, this lah, that lah.
I just asked mummy to queued up and bought it at the counter.
Safer. Biar lambat.
Don't because of the machines,aku tak boleh balik !

We dropped at KL Sentral and bought another ticket from KTM for way back to Klang.
Masak betul aku time tu.
Train was been obstructed for three times.
Jam dah pukul 8.30 p.m.
Woi ! Pukul berapa aku dapat balik ni? T_T
Patient je lah.

* Ni tak lah ramai sangat. Baru one part aku captured. Belum yang dekat row aku. Damn packed. Macam semut.

Hah.
On that time, normal lah.
Macam-macam behaviour yang aku nampak.
Paling interesting when there was 2 guys standing beside me and 'gosiping'.
Not really a gossip but just a conversations.

Guy 1 : So, where are you studying now?
Guy 2 : Urm. Taylor's College. It's been 1 year and a half I've been there.
Guy 1 : Oh, ok. Great then.
Guy 2 : Why don't you just take your car to go to the town just now?
You see, I don't know when can we probably get back.
Guy 1 : Actually, I lost my car. Urm . Hancur already. Kena crashed with a treler.
And I experienced in a terrible car crash last days. I terus 'koma'.
Guy 2 : Oh, dear. Luckily you're still here. There's a purpose yeah.
Guy 1 : Yeah, of course. Im greatful. Even I didn't meet my choosen girl for a
moment. So, it's a big deal yeah. That's the purpose. Haha.
Guy 2 : Haha.

Hell no !
Macam tu cara dia orang gossip.
Haha.
Ntah apa-apa ntah.

The 2nd komuter arrived.
Wargh !
Sakit badan aku dihimpit dia orang.
Mummy pula held my hand really tightly macam apit-G dekat bilik KH sekolah aku.
Hurm.
It's no use berasak-asak macam tu. Tak dapat masuk juga.
Lama-lama, aku mati penyek kat situ.
I heard one guy said this in anger.
"Woi, bodoh ! Dah dapat masuk tu senyap-senyap je lah."
Aku yang dengar,I'm the one yang satisfied pula.

After a while, the 3rd train came on.
Fuh !
Really 'spacy'.
Haha.
But somehow,I've to stand juga.
Haisyh.
You know dalam komuter tu got tiang kan?
So, I held that tightly nak prevent my self falling down.
Tak perasan pula I yang I've been surrounded by a 'troop' of guys.
Mummy pula dapat duduk. So, Im kind of far dengan mummy on that time.

Silver metal.
Kalau dah dalam air-cond, surely our palm cold kalau kita pegang.
Ni lain pula yang aku rasa.
Warm but not on ma palm.
Tapi on top of my hand !
WTH !
Berani-berani one of those 'troopy' guy simply touched my hand.
Hurm.
Malas nak kecoh-kecoh.
Aku terus tepikan tangan aku.
Lain lah kalau dia pegang dekat 'unforgiven' place.
Memang cari nahas dengan aku lah ni kan.

Dah sampai Subang, baru dapat sit.
Aduyai. Lagi berapa station pun.
Nak dekat sampai Klang baru dapat.
Tak apa lah. Duduk je.
One of this 'troopy' guy (other guy) sat beside me.
Before that, masing-masing tak nak duduk.
Apa? Muka aku ni ada macam pontianak ke sampai kau orang tak boleh nak duduk?
Bila dah duduk...
Aik ! Dah kena sampuk ke orang sebelah aku ni?
Tadi bukan main bising mulut.
Terus jadi 'dead-silencer'.

Argh.
Macam-macam.
10.30 p.m.
Baru aku sampai rumah.
Nice day isn't it?

p/s :
Somehow, I realized something about my self on that day.
Im actually a great viewer of those guys in KL and they were a good viewer of me too !
God sahaja yang tahu betapa puasnya aku cuci mata aku time tu.
Haha.

You Should Read This Facts

2009-03-09T01:10:00.001-07:00

Do you know how the French
have their own 'oh la-las'
The Italian with their 'mama-mias'
And the English with their endearing expressions
Like "Oh dear !" or "Well, jolly Good"

We Malaysian too have our own.
Oh la-la's and mama-mia's
Our favourites are...

Aiyah !
Alamak !
Aiyoyo !
Crazy-ah !
Die-lah !

But the most important word
in the Malaysian vocabulary is the "Lah"
"What ?"
"Lah"
"What-lah"
"Lah-lah"
"Ok-lah"

Imagine this.
You're strolling along the street of London,
or having cappuccino at a cafe in Italy.
And suddenly you hear this
"Oh my God, it's Backstreet Boys-lah" or
"Die-lah, I forgot to bring my money"
Just turn around, and take a look
Where the voices came from.

Those must be from Malaysian.
Only in Malaysian,
Born and bred in this country,
will know how to use
The 'lahs' and the 'ahs', the 'aiyoyos' etc.

Let us give you an example.
Between our so-called "Manglish"
And the perfect "Queen's English".
If an english man is frightened by someone,
he would probably say this
"Oh my, you give me a fright"

On the contrary, a Malaysian would exclaim
"Aiyah, you scare me-lah, what if I die-lah"
only in Malaysia,
Flying kiss become 'flank kiss'
Relax become 'relak-lah brother'
Not yet become 'not chet'
And actually become 'akchelle-ar'
May our Malaysian english
leads a long and healthy life
Say 'yes to that 'Yes'.

Take a look at our roads.
A number of expensive luxury cars.
Wow !
The Mercedes taikos, the BMW datins and the Jaguar dato's
And the Pajero for machos.
"Excuse me, Malaysians ?"
"What happened to our Kancil, Kenari and Rusa ?"
"Have you forgotten our Arena ?"
"Ah-ah lah"

But take a close look.
You'll find
"Hey, faster. Im late for work !"
"Oi, you blind-ar, look at the traffis jam-la !"
"Even my great grandfather can drive faster"

Malaysia is a land of many races.
Many languages, rich lifestyle.
To make us Malaysians,
proud of our unique heritage.
And yet be aware of the weaknesses among us.
Yes, we can.
Yes, Malaysia boleh !
Haha.

Ouh My Tagged !

2009-03-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

1. Do you think you are hot?
Ada rupa tak? Haha.

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture?
Urm. Ntah la. Actly, banyak picture yang aku suka. Walaupun many of them told that I looked nerd in this picture but I'm loving it
seyh cos macam sweet je. Mmuahahaha.

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Mana aku ingat. Aku ni kuat makan lah. Haha.

5. The last song you listened to?
Chand Sifarish. Hindustan lah pun. Haha.

6. What are doing now besides this?
Tengah tengok 'Ishq'. Youtube meyh. Sibuk je.

7. What name would you prefer than this?
Tak mau yang lain. Jasmin. Sedap pe. Hehe.

8. Those who will be tagged..
- Adeela
- Ashraf
- Arina
- Nana
- Ayul

* Aku tak taw nak tag siapa sebenarnya. Haha.

9. No 3 is having relationship with?
Uuu. Takut aku nak menekanya. Tak taw seyh.

10. Say something about no 5.
Sumpah tak taw apa-apa. Sorry ayul.

11. How about no 4?
Nana Best ! Bestie paling cool.

Life Without Mummy

2009-02-27T07:14:00.000-08:00

Have y'all ever felt a life without mum? Or dad? Or even both?

Today...
Mummy...
She was admitted at the hospital.
I don't have any idea on why im being such of dissappointed & terribly sad.
After all, I realised that I'm so damn lonely without her.
Mana tak nya, everything I shared with her.
She's my GREAT bestie ever !
No one could make us get estrange.
I don't know how long mummy will be there.
Not a big case but she was attacked by a cronic asthma.
Let me tell you for those who doesn't know.
Asthma. Can bring you to death. No longer breath, no longer life. Anytime The Mighty can take them. Kalau kehendak-Nya nak panjangkan nafas dia, Insya'Allah. Kalau tak, bila-bila je HE can take this 'thing'.

That was what keep bugging in my mind.
How my life would be without her?
My younger brother, only 7 y/o on this up coming october.
I couldn't imagine what will be towards Harris cos he was damn closed with mummy.
Ouh ! Im not supposed to say all this.
But, you know,
anything in this life that we can't expect might happen.

Before this 3 4 days,
memang mummy dah attacked with asthma.
Because Im the eldest in my siblings, I must help mummy,
replaced her to do all her works, tans of works.
Im not boosting but you'll know how would you feel if you
COOKED, CLEANED ALL THE CLOTHES, HOUSE, LAYAN KERENAH SIBLINGS, IRONING,
FACING OTHER PROBLEMS YANG TAK PERNAH NAK SUDAH, ETC
alone.
Allah sahaja lah yang betul-betul memahami.
And I must keep an eye on mummy too.

You know,
I don't mind on having a damn, great huge problems on anything.
But for sure,
I was too weak if my dilemma related to my family.
Cos Im loving them, like HELL !

My whole day just gone like that je.
Baru yesterday mummy, kamal & I decided nak hang out kat pyramid, our place lah.
Along with saiful,din & mira.
All of sudden, things happened.
Really out of my expectation.
I thought mummy dah sihat bila dia dah start did this & that.
Suddenly je, time daddy & mummy sent Harris to the hospital (he's not well, smally asthma too) and as usual, me and diyannah stayed at home.
My house phone rang.

Me : Hello.

Daddy : Hello. Urm. Mummy kena admitted.

Me : Ouh, ok.

I hanged up the called.
Me, myself pun weird. Why Im being such of that quiet when daddy told me that mummy was been admitted?
Cos Im SHOCKED.

What should I say?
Don't know nak cakap apa lagi.
Cos rasa macam dah tak terdaya walaupun mummy baru kena attacked asthma.
Ntah macam mana bila mummy dah tak ada nanti?
Astaghfirullah.
For the first time, Im not ready with all this, Ya Allah.
Please give me a chance to let mummy feel my success, to make her happy after she did everything for my happiness, to bring her to the clinic when the moment she sick, to treat her by my self if I successfully being a doctor or not, to send her to makkah, to bring her to the shopping mall and find any of shoes nor hand bags that might catch her eyes & EVERYTHING ! As long as I can make her happy. ; (

My fellows,
memang tak dinafikan yang sometimes apa yang kita nak buat akan berlaku bantahan di dalam hati parents, especially our mum.
Adakalanya we want that, mum not allowed.
Nak work, mum tak bagi.
Believe me that apa yang dia lakukan adalah untuk kita sebenarnya.
Ada sebab kenapa she don't want us to do this and that.
Marah yang teramat memang ada dalam diri kita.

But remember,
sebesar mana pun marah kita, tak sehebat marah seorang ibu kepada kita.
Marah ibu berisi, marah kita hanya membinasakan.
Selagi dia masih ada, selagi itu lah we've to take everything that she said to us.
Bila one day she doesn't belong to us or even kena admit dekat hospital sekalipun,
rasa lah SEKSA nya.
On that time, y'all akan asyik terasa nak buat baik dengan dia.
Y'all will just forget about everything and on that moment,
you'll regret on the bad things that you've done to her.
And you won't be able to forgive yourselves.

Tag, Again !!

2009-02-26T02:44:00.000-08:00

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
My Future. Penentuan kehidupan selepas mati lol.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
Erm. Apa eh? Ouh ! Nugget KFC yang 6 pieces punya. Lapar lah time tu. Huhu.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Mana-mana je. Jangan atas langit sudah lah.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Dengan siapa? Parents aku? Sampai ke liang lahad seyh.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
Macam mana taw ni? Haha.

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Dekat Secret Recipe kot. Ntah la. Tak ingat aku. Tanya la lain !

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli.
Motivation book. Kehidupan sebagai seorang Doktor.

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Jasmin binti Mohd Arif Kulasegaran. Tak puas hati, tengok I/C aku. Tak puas hati lagi, g tengok surat beranak aku sekali. Ke pergi hospital Klang, tengok recordnya.

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Both lorh.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda.
Hurm. Err. Urm. Haha. No idea.

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.

Saifullah.
Muhamadjunaidi Zulhij. (panjang betul nama dia ni)
Nurul Syafinaz.
Ummi Khalyisah.
Siti Nur Ziana.
Nur Farhana
Ain Haris
Subadra.

12. Adakah anda mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
Washing machine la pun. Haha.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi.
Syurga seyh !

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Nak dua-dua ! Haha !

15. Perkara yang amat saya gilai.
My super pink, cellphone, handbag (hobby baru), pretty shoes, photography, etc lah.

16. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan.

Ye, mami.
Ye, daddy.
Mangkuk betul !
Astaghfirullah !
Masya'allah !
Allahuakbar (tak sembahyang pe?)
Bismillahirahmanirrahim. (jom mam !)
Huh ~

17. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu.

B. M
B. I
Biology.
Chemistry.
Physics.
Mathematics.
Additional Mathematics.
Pendidikan Seni Visual.

* Senang. Habis cerita.

18. Orang yang ingin kamu tag.
Hurm. Siapa sahaja yang sudi. Especially yang follow my blog meyh. :D

Jom Tag !

2009-02-26T02:31:00.000-08:00

Rules and regulation :
- Do not copy answer.

- The tag question must be 100% the same.

- Tag people after doing tag.

Ziana.
Nana.
Ain Haris.
Umi Hamira.
Saiful.
Junaidi.
Harizwan.
Fauziah. (mami)
Mohd Arif. (daddy)

1.How do you know 1?
Time form 2.

2.What would you did if you never meet 2?
Message dia lah.

3.What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
Ahaks. Tak kisah aku. Asalkan dia orang tak buat apa-apa dekat aku. Mmuahaha.

4.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
'Over' good i guess. Haha. Eeee ! Sampai mati pun aku tak nak !

5.Do you think 7 is attractive?
Yes ! Telinga dia ! Attractive gila ! :D

6.Do you know anything about 8's family?
Of course la. My mum. Ntah apa-apa ntah.

7.Tell me something about 9?
Something? If possible, I could tell you everything seyh ! He's my dad. My breath. Kalau dia tak ada, tak ada nye aku nak tulis blog ni. Siapa nak bayar electric bill for the internet? :D

8.What language does 2 speak?
Malay je. Think so.

9.Who is 3 going out with?
Ehem. ;P Dengan mak dia lah. Tak kan nak pergi beli sayur pun nak ikut aku juga? Ahaks.

10.How old is number 4?
17 turning to 18. Same as me. Lol.

11.5?
Same-same. Nak tahu tarikh lahir sekali ke? Haisyh.

12.Who is 6's favourite singer?
Hurm. Ntah la. But I know that he's in love with hiphop genre. Indie too, I guess.

13.7?
Hah ! Believe it or not, Iwan minat lagu melayu lama meyh.

14.Is 8 single?.
Isyh ! Kalau single, mana datang aku ni?

15.What's 9 last name?
Arif. Cool taw. Hehe.

16.Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
Of course. Member till death !

17.Which school does 2 go to?
MES. Kalau aku tak taw, memang kena lepuk dengan dia.

18.What do you like about no 3?
Her teeth . Aine, teeth aine nice. Apa rahsianya? :D

Till' When eh?

2009-02-26T01:45:00.001-08:00

Ouh !
Help me. Ntah sampai bila aku kena take all these.
Lagi-lagi yang colour hijau ni.
Time nak minum.... pergh !
Macam telan taik cicak.
* Tak ada kena mengena.

Yang orange colour tu kira ok lah juga.
Minum setiap saat pun tak apa. Hehe.

Im not showing off taw, everyone.
Just.... nak luahkan perasaan yang kononnyer perasaan pasal benda ni yang aku ambil for almost....

5 + 6 = 11.
Ouh. Huh ? See ?
11 years !

Mami, kalau tak nak ambil lagi boleh tak?
Yang hijau tu.
Isk..T_T

* Don't take every of my single words. That green colour. Haisyh. Susah betul.
That Brands. You must take it. It's good for our IQ meyh. Taw kan? :)

Aine !

2009-02-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

Aine !
WTH !
Why aine have to go ?
Leaving me here ?
Seriously, Im going to miss ya so damn much. Got no idea on that.
SEBAK pun ada. Don't know why, aine.
All of sudden, jes teringat balik when the moment aine tegur jes kat class time form 3.
You're such of friendly girl.
Walaupun time tu jes dengan aine banyak happened misunderstanding, Im glad yang our friendship still remain as the same.
Walaupun jes pernah ada rasa mad yang teramat dekat aine dulu, jes sayangkan aine.
Aine banyak taught jes about something.
Biar jes je yang simpan this matter.
Jes tak kisah lah apa yang aine nak cakap pasal jes.
Jes evil ke or what so ever.
But deep in my heart...

Im goin to miss you, aine !

Time aine leave me time form 4 dulu,
jes teramat lah mad dengan aine cos aine just tinggalkan jes like that je.
Without saying bye, take care or what so ever.
Apatah lagi nak minta my cellphone number.
Memang mad sangat.
But jes tahu yang aine ada reason aine sendiri untuk went out.
Walaupun sometimes aine ada lied me about something,
sekarang jes dah ampunkan aine.

Aine,
I want to make a demand.
Kalau aine betul-betul sayangkan jes & still assume me as your friend, bestie or what so ever,
hope aine can drop me a call before you go.
Aine, Im going to repeat all this for many times.
I'll miss you !
Take a good care of yourselves.
If aine unable to do so (call me),
Im going to mad at you for one more time.

Lots of love :
-jes-

Life Sometimes Full of Shit .

2009-02-24T00:48:00.000-08:00

First time in my life ever,
Im being such this angry.
DAMN ANGRY !
It's being so long Im facing all this.
But all I have to do is just to understand them.
And who's going to understand me ?
F*** lah y'all !
Ntah apa yang ada dalam diri he/she until problem yang boleh dikatakan "tak sebesar" mana pun tak boleh nak handle.
Pandai pula cari aku.
Bila bagi nasihat, cakap aku macam-macam.

Habis tu, for what he/she cerita problem kat I kalau semua yang I told them semuanya incorrect for them aite ?
Wasting my saliva. Seriously.
Tak pernah rasa regret macam ni.

Sometimes, Im asking.
For what Im having these kind of friends ?
If my faith was not strong enough,
memang dah lama you'll get from me.

Im not JASMIN yang dulu.
Cos on that time you can play around with me & Im going to sit quietly, doing nothing.
Crying, crying & crying.
Im a FOOL .
Now, not anymore.
Everything will burst out if i can't bare it anymore.

10.08 a.m..

My bestie sent me a message.
Just having a short conversation through messaging.
Daripada gelak ketawa terus changed jadi serious moment.
Sometimes, I hate that kind of situation.
She told me about her problems.
Telling that she wanted to die cos can't faced it anymore.

Ramai lagi dekat luar sana yang lagi besar dugaan dia orang. Tak ada pun sampai nak ingat mati. Kalau nak mati pun, demi God. Kau nak mampos demi siapa ? The moment you die, Im the one who'll say "YOU ARE STUPID !". Seriously. Cos you troubling yourselves & your family yang kita tak tahu berapa besar their love towards you just because of these little piece of shit yang you can't handle it with care !

Hello !!!
Am I talking to my self ?
She keep repeating that she was
ALONE, ALONE & ALONE !
Then, AKU ni siapa yang dia tengah luahkan problem dia tu ?
Siapa HE bagi dia yang setiap masa tak pernah lost contact ?
Who was her AUNTY that being with her for a moment ?
Was her FRIENDS nothing for her out there that being always guided her with her manner ?

LIFE huh ?
I knew that all these happened with a reason.
God won't simply dropped me this kind of situation.
But Im keep peeping for this.
Why most of my friends behave like this ?
*Maybe because of last time Im the one who's behaved such that. And terribly sorry to shout this out, "TIRED !!". Haha.
Nevermind.

All this while, I can't let my tears out anymore.
Why ?
Because dah tak mau keluar lah pun. Hehe.
Im stronger meyh.
*Perasan je kot. Huhu. But....betul apa. :D
To all the fellows.
Please ! Keep your self clear with everything that happen & might be happen or even after all that happened.
Don't just keep yourself sitting n floading with your tears.
Till when ?
Believe that every moment will past. Definitely will past by. It won't be stick forever if you figure it out something good to handle it.

Remember.

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2009-02-23T09:40:00.000-08:00

Crazy friends.
That's what they are.
And I love them very much.
But somehow,
I'm afraid to assume their assumptions towards me.
Huhu.
By hook or by crook,
maybe I'll get use to it yeah?

Saiful - bestie paling 'shengal' di alam semester!

Harizwan - walaupun capang, he's the great one.

Syafinaz - kami tak sekepala for sometimes but she's my old mate!

Ummi - lembut di dalam, otai di mana-mana.

Junaidi - the 'craziest' but he's great bestie.

Abang Ayep - photographer yang berpengalaman!

Nana - member paling matured!

Subadra - girl yang tak pernah kenal erti penat untuk menyakat orang seyh!

Khairul - bestie paling understanding.

Ziana - kepala 'study'.

Fatin - rakan yang ku sanjungi sentiasa!

Saifuddin - pendiam tapi member paling cool!

Celan - sungguh menyakitkan! Haha.

Alice - sweet girl!

Ezza - junior yang selalu merinduiku!

Fieza - junior yang rajin comment pictures-ku in myspace.

Sofia - helpful member.

The nanny fara - caring meyh!

Aine - simple as me!

Yathes - mentor chemistry-ku!

Mahendran - beli pc kat dia. Haha. Help me a lot in IT.

Karminder - jadikan aku his library to borrow revision books!

Pooventhan - galah yang tak pernah nak tumbang! Damn helpful guy.

Amalina - the best tuition mate ever!

Manivannan - my math's challenger.

Saranya - say out loud!

Banyak lagi yang boleh ku tulis but...
One whole blog ni pun I think it's not enough.
Huhu.

Friends.
Might be good, loyal, the best and
DEFECTOR !

17th Feb 2009

2009-02-19T00:21:00.000-08:00

Daddy invited me, only me to followed him. Where?
I don't have any idea on that time.
Seriously.
Sharp at 11 a.m, we started our journey.
In the car, we chatted a lot. Only daddy yang banyak buka mulut.
From making jokes till' giving me advices.

When we arrived at a junction,I try to looked around me.
"Macam kenal sama ini tempat but where eh?"
Daddy brought me to MIAT (Malaysia Institute Of Aviation Technology)
where he studied before he get his maintenance aircraft engineer license.
Im not boosting with my dad's success but you'll learn a lot if you know him. =)
Tak pernah kenal erti penat in facing A TANS of obstacles in his life.
My RESPECT is always with him. If possible, I wanna be like him..
Be someone in this world.

Daddy stopped at the guard stand to fetch two visitors pass.
007. That was my visitor pass number.
Haha.

Me : Daddy, for what kita datang sini?
Daddy : Simply. Nak meet member sekejap.
* Mana ada sekejap !

We walked in the administration building.
After daddy made a called, we went to the canteen.
Uncle SABRI ! Long time no see man ! Haha.
Nothing changed but just hair dia lah, makin putih. Huhu.
As a good children (perasan je kot), I shaked hand with uncle Sabri.
Ada seorang hamba Allah ni, daddy's friend juga but I didn't recognized him.
Hurm.
But somehow that uncle (uncle Din) was a great man. He guided me a lot about many applications for undergraduates like me.
Glade to know him.

At 1.00 p.m...

Normal time. Makan time ! Haha.
When to a restaurant with my dad, uncle Sabri and uncle Allen.
Gerun you know.
Cos aku dikelilingi with all the engineers.
Me seorang je yang masih terkapai-kapai finding an image for my coming future. Hehe.
Oh ! Bukan lah nak mengutuk kan but...
Why uncle Allen's car betul-betul hot? Not kancil nor saga or wira but CRV.
Jadi daging panggang pula aku. Silap-silap makan diri sendiri. Dah la tengah hungry time tu. Im sweating you know ! Macam orang baru lepas shower.
Nevermind. Nasib baik nak pergi makan. Kalau tak, uncle Allen tu aku buat lauk !

Lepas perut diisi, we all when back to the college.
Uncle Sabri and uncle Allen got a class to catch up.
*Don't get me wrong. They were an engineer and currently a lecturer.
After shaked hands, daddy started to continue the journey.

Me : Dee, nak go where pula nie?
Daddy : Terminal 3. (where my dad been worked there once under Malaysia Helicopter Services MHS)

Wutta...
Hell different this Terminal 3. Yeah, dia orang semua tengah in the process building up that place.
*Is my word correct?
Like our current KLIA. Betul-betul developing.
*Mana aku tak batak. Dulu macam apa ntah.

Tengah sibuk daddy called uncle Manab, ada one guy hugged daddy from behind.
*He's not a gay!
Kesian. Dah lama tak meet my dad. Bila terjumpa, memang betul-betul macam orang 10 tahun tak jumpa.
Daddy nak masuk hanger but we've to take a pass.
But SADLY, i didn't bring my I/C !
Nak buat macam mana. Duduk lah aku sorang-sorang dekat tempat departure while listening to my mp3.
*mp3 je.

Beside the building where i was sitting, there's a company standing there.
EUROCOPTER, where my dad's old mate working there, helpful mate.
Uncle Rashide.

*Here aku sempat grabbed a picture.

Cool yaw. Huhu. My dad lagi lah best. Everytime nak go for a detachment, surely dapat naik. Hehe.
Alhamdulillah. Rezeki masing-masing kan?

After 40 minutes (almost) waiting for my dad, we went for a drink.
Hell tensed on that time.
* Pernah dengar PENANTIAN satu penyeksaan? Lagi teruk aku alami time tu.

Daddy : Lame ke tunggu? (what Q was that?)
Me : (just shaked my head, means YES!)
Daddy : Haha!
Me : ?????
* Aku dok penat menunggu, daddy boleh ketawakan aku?
Daddy : Tu lah. Who asked you tak bawa I/C.
* Betul juga.
Me : Going where?
Daddy : Minum.
Me : Hehe.

Tengah walking on our way to a cafe with daddy's friend, I turned behind and they're missing!
My goodness. Tengah chatting dengan a few inspectors and uncle Rashide.
Maklum lah, dia orang ni pantang terserempak. Mesti nak STOP!
Nasib baik jantung ni tak STOP. Huh.

Blabla and blabla.
Kisah kat Terminal 3 just finished like that after daddy forgot to returned his pass to the security room. Haha. Aku pula yang gelakkan daddy!
It's downpour.
Before that ingatkan nak go to SDMC to visit my dad's friend but kebetulan dia dah balik rumah pula.
Hurm.
Nevermind lah kan.
So,we went back home with my headache cos drank too muck of MILO!

Nothing much aite?
But I've learned a lot for only one day.

*advices, jokes, curious, future, knowledge,
fate, success, hardwork, patience, imposing,
cordiality, relationship,
cara mengawal nafsu makan !

And I did enjoyed my self on that.
Thanx, dee !

6 years And 4 Months Shuffler

2009-02-18T20:08:00.000-08:00

Surprised !
I meant, im the one who was surprised.
Somehow,
I'm shocked when this little boy
know to did those crappy thing - 'shuffle'.

Hurm.
Nothing much but just..
I'm glad when one of my descent
know to do shuffle cos
I'm loving it too !
Haha.

Let's start it.
It begins when my little bro
just came back from school.
As usual,
my mum will picked him up.
And me,
like always lah.
Waiting for their arrival in this house.

10 minutes later,
they arrived.
He smiled at me while openning his school shoes.

Me : Tadi dekat school ayye belajar ape? (as always)
Harris : Urm. Ayye colour-colour. Mengaji sekali.

Then,
my mum asked me to showered him.
Me : Aite.

You know?
When the moment I asked him
to go to the bath room,
he did his shuffle that really mesmerized me
for his age !

Me : Ayye ! Buat lagi.
Harris : Buat ape? Ni? (he repeated)

What can I do?
I just laughed as hard as I can.
Haha.

At night...

I surfed the internet.
Ntah kenapa hati tergerak nak open
Youtube.
To watch a few Hardstyle Republic shuffle style.

A few minutes later,
he was sitting with me, excited in watching it.

Me : Ayye, ni lah shuffle.
Harris : Zzzz..

Haha.
That's my boy.

Yesterday , Today , Tomorrow .

2009-02-11T04:32:00.000-08:00

Life is just like a wheel, for me.
People's perception may be vary but I've my own discription for my own GREAT life.

Me.
A girl that was borned in this world to find something fabolous.
Named - 'Jasmin'.
I don't care what people gonna' say about my name but for the reality,
I love it !
Currently enjoying my life that was fulled with many kinds of obstacles, happiness, craziness & much much more.

Im mixed 'bloody' for sure.
Huhu.
My trend ?

Simple but nice.
Prefer to be open-minded in everything.
Stick with 'patience' in every situations.
Hate to find enemy.
I've a lot of abstentions but on my way to control it. That was why 'patience' appear in my life, somehow.
Hate useless 'jantan', friends, etc.
The worst trend I ever had - A lot 'makan hati'. That's life huh ? (^_^)

You know ?
'Me' is more towards future in this moment.
Somehow, that's me.
Because of my life cycle that we couldn't expect for sometimes
had changed me a lot about all the things that happened,
will happen & might be happen around me.
From there,
I love to think something that could change my ways in this world
& try to develop my personal attitude to be more independent woman
one day.

Like the others,
Im a normal human being too.
Couldn't escape in making mistakes & troubles.
Always trying my best to improve my self.
And that's why 'Life' is came for.
No problems,no life.
Its always there.
To let us think.

Enough for that.
Hehe.

Black, white & pink are my choices.
But somehow,
I don't have any idea on
why most of my stuffs was in red & purple !
Haha.
Belasah je lah.
Asalkan 'nice'.
Damn love PHOTOGRAPHY.
Holly cow !
Haha.
Benda pelik lah yang 'me' selalu suka.
But not for all things lah kan.

Hurm.
I love my friends.
And I hate them too !
Not all of them but some.
Cool huh?

Somehow,
We're something in this LIFE
if we've our own identity.
That was what my dad keep telling me.
"Don't just sit down and pray asking for this and that
but you never work on it.God hate that kind of people"
After all,he's my mentor.
Dad taught me a lot on being someone in my life.
Me.
Just a normal girl that won't be able to run from doing
various kind of mistakes.
but,
That's me.
Struggling every seconds to find something
to improve my life.
And I love being what I'm.