dah lama x update blog. because as a point of view from my side, i just thought it was such a waste of time. naah. I'm still not sure for that, for now. :)
tgk balik entry yang dulu, mak aih.. tepuk dahi! mcm unte..
buka je blog, terus baca entry Basha. dapat la juga gelak-gelak (gelak yang sampai ke hati) bila dok baca pasal HISTERIA. fengkukk! ('mangkuk' slang Tamilnadu)
SIGHHHHH~ hembus kuat-kuat. dah lama juga x rasa sesak mcm ni. bukan aku seorang je, semua orang alami benda yang sama.. MASING-MASING SEDANG MENGENAL DIRI DENGAN UJIAN-UJIAN DARIPADA ALLAH.. bila tgk drama, pelakon-pelakon hensem selalu cakap "kan bagus kalau dpt lari jauh.." . motippp! bila kenang balik, ada la sikit rasa mcm tu. bila...BERAPA BYK 'BILA' DER...!
setiap hari aku tenung "Life-Time Goal" dekat meja study ni.
"3RD YEAR PRACTICAL : JAPAN"
memang menunggu je nak fly.
ok.. siapa yang x tahu cerita, meh duduk sini.
asalnya sebelum masuk UKM mmg dah berhasrat nak ke luar, tp sbb x rapat dgn senior-senior lagi masa tu, hasrat terbantut skjp sbb x dgr senior yang buat practical di overseas.
tup tap, dgr Husna Azizul nak ke Japan. haa! apa lagi, naik balik semangat saya..
SAMPAI LAH SKRG..
nak sebut erti jauh diri.
bukan senang ye tak? (kepada sesiapa yang pernah alami)
lagi-lagi tang MEMBER ni.. bak kata Basha (dia lagi), kiri kanan depan blkg.. semua KAWAN..
silap sikit, senang betul nmpk.. kalau x cantik, x pandai, x hensem, susah nak nmpk walaupun celah jari ni haa..
bila kita kena angkat sikit, haaa... mula lah "weyh, Jes lah!"
terasa mcm lompat-lompat bagaikan katak yang Basha nak hantar ke pejabat ptptn tu..
Life is simple guys. Somehow, don't take all matters too seriously. If you feel like your own nature is just like a fussy fat mamma, let it be. Don't take it too seriously.
Avoid arrogance in mind, heart & body.
Be a constant positive.
Lessen your laugh but don't stop making people laugh!
Take everything slowly.
Pray & have faith.
Don't complain on lack.
Stop letting others run your life.
Believe what you ask for in prayer, it will be given you.
Be happy.. because it's healthy.
Risker - be the one!
Be wise.
and that's how I earn from my life. that's how I taught myself to keep struggling with such a light thing that seems so heavy all the time. I'm a student, so urge to be a responsible student. I'll think of my dreams "I WANT TO BECOME A WRITER".. because it makes me happy & motivated.
for the next thing, it's all up to you.. and it's all up to me.
if you don't like the road that you're on now, start paving another..
that's all you can deal with life.. IT'S ABOUT MAKING A CHOICE.
anyhow, I started to care more about myself.
THE END.
